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Name: amber Birthday: 7/18/1988 Gender: Female
Interests: ♥ music : saosin, blood brothers, at the drive in, sparta, damien rice, fear before the march of flames, nirvana, mars volta. foo fighters
♥ movies: the shape of things, tart, titanic<3, fight club.
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Member Since:
12/31/2004
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| livejournal is better than this place. so .. make one & then add me
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this .. just seems more private.. and i can say more without some freaks prying into my life =) so it's better this way | | |
| i hate working. i definitely hate working.
& i love how randomly out of the blue i start writing in this thing again. oh well. i'm bored and have nothing else to do. loser? yes.
so today i was talking to mollie masechik or however you spell it.. & i was awesomely informed that i am now spreading rumors that ashley scarpetta is pregnant? news to me.. but i guess that's the deal now.. so everyone.. since i'm that much of a loser and have that much time on my hands.. please .. take this to heart.
anyways now to things that actually have some minor importance. today was kind of stupid. classes were okay, the day actually seemed to go by pretty fast. some chick parked in my spot today, so i feel like a sinner cuz i had to take someone elses. oh well. english worked on the senior paper .. that thing's gonna be a bitch. i have a quiz in con law tomorrow.. god help me. i hate that class. i also realized today that i have slept in soc. for the past week. that's pathetic.. haha.
i've had lindsay lohan stuck in my head all day. thought i'd share. & it's weird but i actually like the song? yeah i know i know.. crucify me now. | | |
| today was super
didn't do much though. took a test in english - don't think i did so well. song of roland should go die. study with the cool kids 3rd & lunch was pretty amusing too. slept through soc as usual - human phys is retarded.. & con law actually went by pretty fast today (for once).
after that i came home - talked to del for like 5 seconds and then went and watched the rest of medium - love that show. haha speaking of love. me and nikki love grey's anatomy. i can't wait for next week's episode, i swear i live for that show. go meridith. that's all i have to say.
tonight i'm goin down my daddy's cuz it's his birthday. & i think he might be giving me a new computer.. who knows. cuz this ones a piece of poo & i hate it. and for some reason i can't fix it and it's buggin the hell outta me. after that.. i'll probably come home. talk to someone<3 and then go to bed..
so i feel like editing this just because i have some things i wanna get off my chest. so here it goes.
so today was my dad's birthday. and i went to the store and got cake mix & stuff and made him a cake. then me n my sister drove up and hung out with him for a while. it's just really depressing to see how much things changed. my dad used to be my best friend.. & now things are so different. it's like he has a whole other life with a whole other family & i'm not there anymore. it hurts. alot
my room is a mess. maybe i'll clean that.. yeah. that sounds good. | | |
| so i'm gonna do the 10 friends thing too .. let's just hope i have 10 friends =)
1. my hsbf we had so much fun this summer with freddy and del n jonny n robbie and all the other numerous guys that we pimped. "meet the fuckers" our random trips to go get pizza and hang out in mall parking lots with hot boys when there's nothing better to do. we have the greatest times. chillin at the football games and gettin sad over old loves. we can definitely always relate with what we've been through together. always. i can definitely always count on you when i need someone to be there & i thank you for that. you're definitely one of the greatest friends i've ever had, thanks for everything.
2. you. hm. we definitely hated eachother many times throughout the years. most definitely. and we're not as good of friends because you don't like to return my phonecalls.. which is okay, i understand. but, i can definitely say that i've been there for you.. and at times you've been there for me.. though not recently but whatever. i guess abington just must have alot of perks and you forget about true friends. that's okay... but we had some good times this summer with the dickson boys and everything else that happened. wish you the best. okay, that just changed. being that you like to fuck around with my guy and then lie straight to my face about it.. think i wouldn't find out about it? you were wrong you stupid fucking whore.
3. you're awesome. always make me laugh. haha driving to doug's house to find out if your man is there.. funny shit. blasting the radio and almost getting killed driving. going to football games & getting pissed over guys. we've had such great times & so much more to come. definitely love you <3
4. yeah we used to hate eachother and i went out with your brother (imagine that) haha but now we're tight and you're amazing to talk to when i need someone. i definitely owe you for that. we've gone through our share of heartbreak.. no love is comin our way it seems which sucks. but oh well . we can go through it together =) love you.
5. me n you actually just started talking, and i don't even know if you have a xanga.. but you're totally awesome. it was amazing how you cheered me up about my boy situation a few days ago. "size double d's are just hypnotizing" haha it sucks that your just an 8th grader and i won't get to chill with you in school when your a freshman. but we definitely need to hang out.. & you're an awesome girl <3. thanks for everything.
6. ahh .. only a few people will know who this is. but that's okay. cuz this will help me get some stuff out :: me & you actually just started really talking again, and i'm glad because i've missed that. unfortunately i don't think you really know how i feel about you. which kind of sucks. & i know that you have the same feelings for someone else which also sucks.. but you know that your my friend first and i'll always be there for you. haha you always make me laugh.. and always know how to make me smile and i love that about you. never lose that. ever.
7. we used to be friends until you fucked me over for some girl. but that's cool i actually am over it. and we had some great times this summer. you coming over my house and chillin with me n brie, we all had some great times. i miss you both actually. and it sucks how much things have changed. but i guess i can't change that. i had some amazing times, and we've been through alot together. n maybe one day me and you will go back to the way we were.. but until then i wish you the best and good luck with everything.
8. you're my soccer buddy, and you're always there to talk to when i need you - definitely thank you for that. we've had some great times on the bus singin ciara & 50 haha. or taking out all 28 of my earrings and you laughing as i bleed all over the place. haha you know i'm always there for you & you're an amazing person. never change. ever.
9. now we'll go into ex's. you meant the absolute world to me. definitely my first love. & i'm so glad that we're still friends. even though we don't talk that much anymore you're friendship means alot to me. haha sitting in someones closet just hanging out.. laying in my bed.. swimming when it's freezing out.. calling me from the hospital and crying on the phone because you miss me. i wish i could go back.. but i can't. so i'm glad that we're friends and i love all the memories that we had together <3.
10. things have changed and i think we made a turn for the worst somewhere down the line. but we had great times together. magic cupcakes .. if i eat anymore of this houdini's gonna come out my ass =). haha you were really always there for me. and even though we're not friends anymore. you were great and i miss you every now and then. swimming at 4 in the morning. attempting flips off the diving board and landing on your back. stealing hairdye from walmart. haha we've definitely done it all. i owe you alot. thank you for everything. | | |
| so things have actually been alright lately. so that's a good thing.
all i've been doing is pretty much working, so i never have time to write in here anymore. which sucks cuz i know all you cool kids miss reading about my life.
but here's an amusing story for everyong ;
friday. went to go and get my hair dyed back to dirty blonde. cashed the paycheck and went to get it done. the lady completely fucked up my hair (as i'm sitting here with some more hair dye on my head as we speak) my head turned orange.. completely not what i wanted and i was pissed. they still charged me 95$ for it.. which is absolutely ridiculous.. and then told me if i wanted it fixed.. it would be another 100$. can you beleive that shit ?! .. so .. i'll fix it myself. =)
saturday i had work and then came home and passed out.. saw sam at work. fucker gets to go see nin tonight.. scummmm . oh well
today.. had work at 8 in the morning.. until 430. met the mother at target so we could buy some color stripper and new hairdye <3... so now i'm sitting here waiting for shayne to come back .. with this color stripper on my head and my scalp is on fireee. haha oh well .. let's pray that this whole hair ordeal works out =) | | |
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